Pain relief 10.09.2009

I would love to write a song,
I’d sing it all along
All through the night and all day
Smoothly soothing troubles away.

Trying to re-boot my memories
Wishing to fix what was hurt once
Hoping to get even in my balance
No more fussing on old stories.

No more to relive the evilness and gain
A new casualness relieving pain
No muscle and no cell will tell
It all again until there’s a new spell.

Free me from the past
Let my memory re-boot
Let new experiences last
And let the old ones go … for good


Acceptance is the magic word
To find my way throughout the mist
Of public libraries and frustration
Concentrated on my list
All the things I ever heard
Which give me some consolation

No controlled freak anymore
No more muscles cramp in hell
No-one else will ever yell
At me until his voice is sore.

No more slapping, bashing, banging,
My sub-conscience can be free
If those bad thoughts would not be hanging
Around my ligaments to bother me.

Free me from the past
Let my memory re-boot
Let my new experiences last
And let the old ones go … for good