CURRENT MISSION

Changing me through Changing the world!

ABOUT ME

i am cold i am hot
i am rational i am irrational
i am logical i am emotional
i am calm i am crazy
i am warm hearted i am cold blood
i am honest i am sneaky
i am confident i am low self esteem
i am ugly i am sexy
i am smart i am stupid
i am mature i am childish
i am cheap i am generous
i am polite i am rude
i am outgoing i am reserved
i am talkative i am quiet
i am ambitious i am day dreaming
i am brave i am coward
i am risk taking i am indecisive
i am arrogant i am humble
i am funny i am boring
i am openminded i am close minded
i am hardworking i am lazy
i have many people i have no friends
I am friendly i am not friendly
i am poor i am rich
i am old i am young
i am evil i am angel
i am black i am white
i am simple i am complicated
i am somebody i am nobody

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i am Miller
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dont know where to start, i am kind of mental, friendly mental. one japanese female friend of mine mentioned to me that the first time she saw me she was so """scared""", probably because i dont smile too much. however ironically, i consider myself as a stand-up comedian, like sarcastic and practical jokes, all my friends think i am funny, well, it is possible they all lie to me....to be continued

2nd After hanging around with GT and other foreign guys who are also very good at making jokes for a while, i come to a realization, i am not as humorous as i thought i am, at least to some of the foreigners's taste.3rdi am one of those person who consider themselves open minded and have a good understanding of whats going on around them but not necessarily can adjust or willing to change if circumstance changes. basically i am saying, i might be a stubborn in some cases. 4thi think there is a fine line between honest and dishonest, but i like/want to be one of those who can freely walking on the line by telling only part of truth and holding some to my own.5thi dont think i come cross to people as a attention seeker very often, but as a matter of fact and obviously years of self analysis&observation, i am one unfortunately.i think its alright, everybody needs some attention at some point.

6th
quote from a french friend after first time meeting me for more than 4 hours, she wrote the following thing to describe me:"
You don't show your feelings bc you've been hurt before... you think that Life is hard and a challenge so you make sure nobody stops you from achieving something, no matter the way... you're hard with yourself so you're hard on others too... you were very sensitive when you were younger but you learnt to hide that... you still have this creativity that you show in your project but it's only business like. You don't really believe in love bc you think that people are selfish... you want people to recognize you as a powerful man... (BUT this is what I feel from you from the outside and not who you really are deeper inside... well this is what I think... Inside you are : sensitive, fragile, looking for the light, wise, attentive) "

PHILOSOPHY

there is no brand new start, life carry on..."mad men"

Что привело меня на Couchsurfing

HOW I PARTICIPATE IN COUCHSURFING

i am trying to be as active as possible in terms of meeting up and organizing events for people.

i am willing to share my experiences and understanding with people and listen to what they want to share with me.

COUCHSURFING EXPERIENCE

already made quite a few friends here, but still thanks to my first friend, probably the best friend of mine when i was in UK, Ruta, without her help, i will never become a member here, and i probably will never understand why people doing this.

and i miss her.

Интересы

sports, basketball, squash, tennis, football, frisbee,
traveling of course, talking with people from different backgrounds,
little bit art creation here and there, if i dare to call it art.
music, dancing, listening audio books using my iphone,

watch movie and tv series like good ones, 24, mad men..

like sitting there watching people behave sometimes, as a observer,in my eyes, people/every individual is interesting no matter how boring they might consider themselves.

we all actors in this life, there is no bad performance.

Музыка, кино и книги

MOVIES: becoming jane, Perfume, A Single Man, Mask, trueman by jim carryTV:Mad MenDragon's denShark tankThe ApprenticeSurvivorProject RunwayBig Brother24friendsthe officebig bang theoryIT crowdMusic: Michael Jackson, jayz, 哈狗帮，Mariah Carey, Calvin Harris, Linkin Park, The doors, the corrs, .....Genres: rock, Pop,Country,jazz, dance, soul, hiphop, R&B, rap, Books: The real Deal (JAMES CAAN), THE DEER AND THE CAULDRON,

Классная вещь, которую я сделал(-а)

interviewed Kevin garnett, allen iverson, kobe bryant some other stars before...
i was good with what i was doing

During my stay at london, i visited StPaul church, they happened to have a huge ceremony, and for a people like me from eastern culture, witnessed those singing and speaking in gods house just amazing.

I used to do some charity work with my Christian friends, and some of them are still my closest friends, and we spent some Wednesday night having dinner with the unfortunate people (poor, sick, drunk, beggar, and prostitute) in a church. It really let me able to see the world from a totally different perspective through listening to their stories.

during my stay at Spain, i fortunately witnessed the most beautiful beach of the whole world, near Calpe

Учу, учусь, делюсь опытом и информацией

i think sometimes me and my friends who understand Asian culture do have a tendency to talk a lot about cultural difference between east and west rather than talking about ourselves as a individual.

From that sense, i guess i am still pretty traditional chinese. i think i am open minded person, i am willing to learn from Csers from different part of the world, and hopefully my limited knowledge of chinese can enhance their experience about china.

i dont necessarily like to like in chinese no matter where you come from , language exchange is not the main purpose why i choose to use CS.

Где я побывал(-а)

Belgium, France, Netherlands, Spain, Switzerland, United Kingdom

Где я жил(-а)

China, United Kingdom

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